LGBT: i KNOW ilikw girls but why do i get all shy when i try to flirt with one:/?

like me and my friend ashley have been flirting and she just thinks its the cutest thing ever when she ask me a question and i always blush:/. i hate it so freakin much:(. he he. i just want to be able to crab her face and kiss her not be scared and beat around the bush:( i don't wanna look dumb. idk. i mean i have had other girl friends but thy always took control and that's what i liked this time iits not like that. she wants me to go first. and im scared. but she so CUTE:). and i just want to run up behind her and hug her and kiss her neck:) :) well if you have any thing that could help, let me knoww:) s:)